Frustration at Not Being Frustrated

There are two parts to this post... the technical and the emotional.

The Technical:

In my quest to improve the CB-6000 for longer-term wear, I've made some improvements. These include smoothing out some rough edges (which get amplified 1000x after a couple of days of rubbing in the same place), sealing a couple of leaks in the seam of the cage, and ordering a set of KSD-3G "units." These are little "tongues" of silicone that lock on the to main pin and make the cage slightly smaller in height. At the end of the tongue, though, is a ridge which is catches the back of the coronal ridge of the penis head and prevents extraction. This keeps the head from moving backward. The intent is to make pulling out harder (security), but I'm hoping it keeps everything positioned so that general daily wear is easier. One of the problems it is supposed to help with is night wear, something I've had problems with.

The Emotional:

I was really looking forward to trying the fixed-up and improved device over this long weekend. But the KSD-G3 order seemed to just STOP half way across the country. I had tracking turned on and watched it ship and move (isn't technology wonderful) then... no progress for several days. Okay, so I didn't pay for super-duper there-in-ten-minutes shipping. It's only a $35 item. But I had hoped that things would go reasonably smoothly and I'd get to play this weekend. Instead, though, I got to play with myself. How terrible! Haha.

The shipment should be here in the next few days. I can just see having to go to the post office and having them ask "what's in the package?" "Oh, it's a flapper seal for a fuel pump." Riiiiiiight.

I like how my mind changes when I'm denied for a little bit. I think there's a balance, though, between chastity and release. Yes, it would be nice if that schedule was in the hands of someone I loved who could monitor and cajole, but for now I'll just have to do things myself. I don't want to just lock it on and forgo all pleasure forever, just "charge up" the interesting bits a little.

I'll let everyone know how things go when the improvements are in place.

Quietlisten
(Cross-posted to http://collarncuffs.com)