Wednesday, June 24, 2009

CB

No, I'm not talking about a type of two-way radio, popular in 70s trucker movies. My brand new CB-6000 arrived in the mail last week, and I just HAD to try it out. It took some time to figure out exactly which rings and spacer to use, how to get everything "situated." But once I did, I found it to be far more comfortable than I expected.

Walking around, I found that I hardly noticed it, though it did provide the vague sense of confinement and support that I was really looking for. Obviously I have no intimate keyholder, but wouldn't it be nice to be ready should I find one?

I have ventured out in the device and don't think it could cause a lot of fuss. But I'm not ready to wear it to work or to bed yet. The problem at work is that it's best to sit down to use the restroom. And that would be a little strange after a while, especially for a caffeine hound like me. Unless I can figure out how to use the urinals with it on, I'm probably going to experiment elsewhere. In bed, the problem is that I can be an "active" sleeper. I've been known to knock pillows off the bed and wake up in a reverse orientation from where I started. It's the aliens, I swear.

Surprisingly, there is a little bit of a psychological impact to wearing the CB. It may just be the fact that such a symbol of my manhood is locked away. Or, perhaps it's the sense that I want to avoid arousal because it can lead to strain and even discomfort if unchecked. Whatever it is, being chastized is a very submissive and sexual thing for a guy.

I love it.

But I'm not sure how I would deal with long-term wear. I shaved a bit and wore it for a full day last weekend, and that -- in the heat and humidity of Georgia -- was enough for an active guy to get just a touch pink from rubbing. With wear that would work itself out, but something to build up to. With a little motivation from a caring female, I'm sure I could find a way.

I'll try to keep everyone up to date on my chastity adventures. For now, just a bit of harmless fun and learning. I have no idea where it's going from here.

Quietlisten